My Project

This is 2nd photoshoot that i've done at seventeen magazine

















This is my 1st DIY

Above is all what i have done at seventeen magazine during internship

Lose my soul

I'm so emo by this week..

really sorry for my lovely "rumeittt"

see me always angry and sad.. and also awkward..

dunno,,what happened with my life??

I'm not only lose my soul, but also lose my control..

promise,,will be back a.s.a.p as usual..

Okey??

Dreamin''..

Hmm..i was thinking how's my future??

what i want to do in the future?

we're growing up & open our mind.. 

so many question and thinking into my head, but..

The most important Question is..

For what I live in this earth??

I don't want live in this earth with unavailing.

We live in this earth  because God has plan for us..

He has had plan for us before he created us..

I believe that God has plan for me and he wants the best happened into my life..

I have to seek and find it by own..

for now,what i can do is surrender into his hand and walk by faith..

"case study" of life is the best lesson to grow and up to the next level.

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List of my dream:

1. Give all happiness to my parents 
2. Owner of orphanage children
   
3. Build "great" family  
4. Activist for woman's and children's rights "prioritize them" 
5. UNICEF representative
6. Fashion writer
7. Famous buyer
8. Editor
9. Employed vagrants, street walker, straggler "change their life to be better future"

The lyric of this song is so meaningfully,

It has made me think about dream,future, and life..

Laskar Pelangi 

Mimpi adalah kunci

Untuk kita menaklukkan dunia

Berlarilah

Tanpa lelah sampai engkau

Meraihnya

Laskar pelangi

Takkan terikat waktu

Bebaskan mimpimu di angkasa

Warnai bintang di jiwa

Menarilah dan terus tertawa

Walau dunia tak seindah surga

Bersukurlah pada yang kuasa

Cinta kita di dunia

Selamanya... 

Cinta kepada hidup

Memberikan senyuman abadi

Walau hidup kadang tak adil

Tapi cinta lengkapi kita

Laskar pelangi

Takkan terikat waktu

Jangan berhenti mewarnai

Jutaan mimpi di bumi

Menarilah dan terus tertawa

Walau dunia tak seindah surga

Bersukurlah pada yang kuasa

Cinta kita di dunia

Selamanya... 

One Day trip..

Bukit Tinggi

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continue went to The Curve..

around 8:00pm

Haloweeen..

 our Haloween Party..

B2-1-3

A glass of Devilish..hohoho..

 "Baileys Carameloo"..

so deliciousoooo..

^0^

familiaaaarrrrr....

Whoaaaaaa..

Be happy..

Luph each other..

ciehhhh sarah..uhuyy..suit..suit..

All of us

No comment..

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Sober??

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I was falling a sleep..coz so damnnnn tired that time..

sleeping beauty @ Halloween's Party..

hahaha..

Pd abiss..

Thx stell fotoin gw..

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05:45 a.m.

THE-END

Loser

im not Loser...

ill try be honest with my conscience..

Let's see, who's the real loser??

i've been trying do my best..

from now,i don't care anymore 'bout your life..

and also i don't care what people will say about me..

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"Reveals the Heart"

Nothing's quite the same now..

I'm being sober minded

It's called sexy,eagerness,hottest 

Lovely

???!!!...

No wound can be recuperated easily

now, i'm not only hard to breath, but also numb.

you have stolen my world and also broken it into every pieces of my heart.

i feel like thunderbolt was pouncing me, until i really hard to breath.

i dunno what happened in my life now.

I'm so sick with many tears which drops down on my face.

i don't want cry again for this things.

please Lord, help me to get out from this suffer.

i cannot think well. 

if im still in this suffer, that means i cannot move on.

but i've decided to get out from this suffer.

so that let time heal my world.

we have to think first for everything we do and every step we take.

now, i just wanna close my eyes and never open till i see that the sky is blue and bring me into their refuge.